Heylel
Joined: 02 Jul 2013 Posts: 7
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Posted: Wed Aug 07, 2013 8:29 pm Post subject: Experiences: werewolf, extra terrestrial being...?
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Hello to all,
I would like to share some experiences of manifestation/channeling I had by using cannabis sativa.
I'm looking for an explanation and how to contact that entity using another way other than using entheogens. I want to know what is it and to learn from it.
I'll begin the story from the second experiment, because the former I didn't fully manifest the whole process.
This happened about two years ago. I was in my room and used cannabis and, with only six gulps, the process began. I will describe the observations on topics below, in the sequence they were occurring:
- Right after using cannabis, in seconds (less than 1 minute), I have started to enter the trance state;
- Automatically, I sat in a meditation posture and started doing rotations with upper body, remaining stable with the hip. This usually happens when I meditate and feel the energy flowing through the body, but with the use of the herb, this happens in a much more intense and fast way;
- The breathing changed and became more intense and deep, and there were times that I was holding air. All this happening automatically;
- The head was hanging back (nape leaned back, painlessly, and remained in that position for a few seconds);
- After that, I lay down on the floor and started to squirm me. It seemed a kind of possession, like in the movies. I remained so for a few seconds;
- After all this process, I wanted to get up, but I was on my knees. By doing this, images of wolf came to my mind and I began to behave as such;
- My hands stiffen as my face became aggressive, like a wolf showing teeth. The nostrils also opened up in a way as if I wanted to inhale as much air as possible;
- I got up then and remained standing erect. The breathing intensified and my back looked like they would tear, so deep was the inspiration;
- After all this process, I could feel something I never felt before: it was a strength, courage, confidence and a sense of great power, and realized it was not me, but another consciousness that was attached to me at that time;
- I remember having spoken a language I never heard before and did not look like any Latin language. I was doing some hand movements as well;
- The feeling I had was that this whole process took 20-30 minutes. However, I was in a trance around 3pm and I was not 100% of the time conscious.
After this experience I wanted to understand what was happening, but so far have not found anyone who could help me. So, I kept looking for myself, meditating and making use of entheogens (in specific situations and infrequently).
I had two experiences this year very striking and on both I kept conscious 100% of the time. I also made use of ayahuaska, and with it I had one of the strongest experiences of transcendence of my life. In another situation I used cannabis + ayahuaska and manifestation happened in a way that is hard to put into words. I saw many esoteric symbols, sacred geometry shapes and animals, among other things...
Has anyone experienced this? I do not understand anything what says that entity, but I feel absolutely everything it feels!
I can describe later these two experiences I said above, since this one is already pretty big.
Thank you all for attention and patience.
PS: I hope my english could be understandable
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