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CnnHeart3 · Joined: 12 Jun 2010 Posts: 3

I'm lost. I feel like no one understands me and I witness things that are more miraculous and unknown and mysterious and when i try to explain them to people they just turn me down and tell me i'm psychotic... and I know darn well I'm not. I searched forums after forums and maybe since you guys have understanding you can help me. Please, and thank you I am in need and I appreciate it so much more than you can begin to wonder.

Here is everything I feel and experience down the core:

My sight: Its very awkward. I can close my eyes and see a total different layer of sight. Depending on the contrast of the light is what I get to see. Its like im looking into another dimension of sight. I have seen many strange things with it, including animals (wolves and eagles mostly) and people, and what appears to be portal like objects and mazes, also I have seen other people in it as well. One time I have seen what appeared to be a mayan or native looking painting that had a man with a beak dressed in feathers with his arms/wings expanding out. This form of vision is hard to describe unless i could let you se it. But its not like a clear vision, it looks video game-ish and virtual. Very very virtual. I'm not sure why these things have all come to me in this sight but I'm not going to just let this sit around either.

My attitude/behavior: This is a little more drastic... My behavior is quite interesting. There are some days I would just like to bark, howl and claw at things. And some days I just want to get on my hands and knees and run around. Then there are other days I just want to crawl up to anoter dog and lay/cuddle down with it. I get craving to chew and shred things up. When dogs bark and growl at me it down right aggrovates me and causes me to do the same back. At night I just wanna go run and growl and howl and ect. When there is a full moon out and I get to see it, my body feels calm and relaxed. I feel like im being regenerated. The moon certainly is comforting to me. But the major malfunction here is that this is sometimes way hard to control. This has gotten worse in the past 2-3 years and I feel like im a freak because of it, but i just cant help it its such a natural urge/craving that i wish i was in my own little place to just let it out and release the urge/craving. I want to let it go but i know if i do others will reject me and feel like im a freak and pyscho. Also along with that there are some days where I feel like screeching like a hawk or eagle and just wanting to swoop down at something a grasping it with my hands like they were talons, then I look up in the sky and get the craving to just fly, although I realize I cant because thats not physically possible with me. I'm just lost and confused with all of this. I have lived a normal life up until all of this just seemed to explode into my system.

Please can some one explain to me whats going on? I need to find answers some how.

Thanks soo much guys!

CnnHeart3

merlinswingman · Joined: 12 Nov 2007 Posts: 166

Well I dont know if you are having paranormal or psychotic episodes . have you looked into shaman and/or Native American lore . It sounds animal totem related . I dont know about hexes / curses , but that might be another possibility .

Logokinetic · Joined: 10 Apr 2010 Posts: 18

Reading all of that, i believe that you may have a very rare gift: astral sight. This is the ability to see into the astral plane (dimension) without any training. This also means that you do not know how to control this ability. This could explain why you are getting the desires to crawl on all fours etc, as you are picking up residual memories from the kind of animals that would. With training you would be able to sift through all of these residual feelings, so you can experience them at will. I suggest picking up a book on the subject, as this will explain a great deal more than i ever could. I hope i have helped.

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