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 Posted: Tue Jul 31, 2007 7:19 am Post subject: Synergetic Meditation
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Found this on totse.com, found it fascinating.
| Quote: | "I'm posting this thread, with no actual care as to what you do with the knowledge contained here.
In my life, I've done many drugs. My favorites, were LSD, MDMA, Dextromethorphan, 2c-e, and DMT (ayahuasca).
I think I've pretty much tried every drug in existance, even many I'm not proud to admit I've used many times. What was I looking for, what was the purpose of using all of these drugs? Was there any purpose at all?
During my conquest of altered mind states, I believe I stumbled upon something infinitely invaluable. You can continue reading, and take what I say, which are all things from my experiences (without going in to specific details) however you'd like, but my real recommendation, is that you try the exercise I've outlined below in this post, and have your comments be representations of what happened there-in.
Before I outline the exercise, you have to realize that gaining control and mastery of this specific "drug", has led me many places I did not want to be, and simultaneously open a number of doors in my life that previously seemed impossible.
The people in your life, and those that you encounter, who know the most about this phenomenon, will be those who you admire and respect the most.
Once you realize WHAT it is (which may not ever be entirely possible to understand), you can begin applying it in a setting outside the one outlined in the exercise to maximize your projected path through life, and make your dreams come true.
Would I be bullshitting you, with a statement like that, and with no gain of my own to make? What cost did I have to pay to obtain this "drug", and why should you not also have to pay it?
The cost, is infinite pain and suffering, for a timeless eternity. I am slowly paying my cost, and if you are so blessed as to see as I see, you shall so also be cursed to see as I see.
THE EXERCISE:
There are variables for this exercise that I cannot help you predict or control, but, given that one of the variables is not up to expectation, or is not yet ready to experience and see, the "drug" will be useless, have nearly no effect, and one or both parties involved will be completely oblivious as to what is "going on".
What you will need:
[1 Room]
(The more private, the better, I'm unsure what kind of lighting is preffered, but I've seen it in various luminations)
[2 People]
(You've already got one, if you are interested! The next step, is to find another "adventurer", anyone who likes altered mind states is a prime candidate. The more open-minded, the better)
You will never truly see reality, unless you do this exercise sober, but in the beginning, mild doses of LSD or other hallucineogens can help as a catalyst.
WHAT TO DO:
Become comfortable, in silence (as tempting as it may be to play music) in a room, alone with whomever you've chosen to participate in this exercise with you.
It is very important that you be in complete privacy, and in control of the fact that you will not be interrupted.
The other person, wheather the same sex as you ,or the opposite sex, plays a large role in what will happen next. Both people's sexual desires, and preferences, play a VERY LARGE ROLE in how effective the exercise is.
To say the least, having sexual attraction for the other person involved, will merely distract you and most likely cause the "drug" to be ineffective. If you notice, after a while, that nothing seems to be occuring, it may be becuase the other person participating (no matter how adamantly they deny it) has a sexual attraction towards YOU.
If you find yourself in a situation with someone where you are sexually attracted to them, and cannot fight past it, then surely this exercise will degrade in to sex rather quickly.
Sex is great, right? Not compared to the infinite wonders of the universe.
I can tell you, as a bi-sexual, that it can be hard to end up in the right situation with someone who you aren't sexually attracted to, and has someone who has experienced many secrets of existance, that sexual attraction, to any individual, isn't necessarily something you can always control... so be patient, accepting of your own and other's sexuality, and not offended if what you expected to happen does not occur.
So, continue forward...
THE MAIN EVENT:
Without talking to one another, sit comfortably as a good distance, facing eachother. If one person or both is near-sighted, take this in to consideration, because inability to focus will cause the exercise to fail miserably.
Take also in to consideration, far-sightedness. If you are trapped with a farsighted and near-sighted person (one of each) it may take some work to get the distance right.
If you can focus on the other person's eyes, and they can focus on yours, you're already almost there.
What happens next?
There is one main secret, an emotion, you must have. Having the emotion entirely on your own, is sufficient enough (one person can enter a completely different world than the other, without the other EVER having knowledge of it).
The drug's effects start once you've locked eye contact in the right manner, with the right intentions. If you are having trouble, try feeling "love", and smiling. If you are unable to do so, or the other person becomes uncomfortable, something about the atmosphere and setting is incorrect.
Now, for the good stuff...
Try not to blink, as hard as it may be, but do not strain yourself. Your eyes do need to blink every so often!
If you start to recognize and see symmetry in the other person, you've begun to experience reality.
As the symmetry completes, you may notice a very different person than the one you originally entered the room with.
The person, as you can better visualize the symmetry of them as an individual, and of the world entirely, may appear to have horns, and a tail, or become very "evil" looking, for lack of a better description.
If either one of the individuals sitting down, despite not trying to talk, says the phrase:
"What is going on?"
Or anything resembling such a phrase, be very prepared to experience something otuside of reality. No amount of drug use, or personal experience, can prepare you for what is about to happen, so, brace yourself.
Reality may disintegrate, and fractal... dimensions may break open before you, and the seams of existance start to tear apart.
You have a very brief time, to communicate with the other person once this begins.
THIS IS YOUR CHANCE!
What you are seeing at this point, should either be a reflection of yourself, or the highest ascended version of the individual you are in the room with.
If you see yourself, it is because reality is a reflection of yourself, and you've begun to inhabit a new dimension of thinking and being. When seeing yourself, you might not get as much out of the experience as seeing the other person ascended to the highest being of themselves, as you'll question the answers you recieve.
If you see the other person, looking entirely symmetrical, and like a form of "demon", don't be afraid. To my best interperetation, what you are seeing, is actually GOD. Who'd have thought that God and the Devil were the same entity? If God is everywhere and everything, then certainly he is also the Devil.
You may want to ask, for example (some things I've asked), "How do I get (person)" or, "How can I become (whatever)". Whatever you ask, the answer will either be instantly realized, or spoken semi-verbally to you.
No matter WHAT the other person is experiencing, you will never truly know. When speaking to the entity that appears to you, it will use DOUBLE TALK. This means that the person who is speaking it, could either mean one thing (in a reality where nothing is going on), or what you are TRULY HEARING in the REALITY YOU ARE EXPERIENCING.
Obviously you could covnerse with yourself, or God, all day, because the knowledge and wisom is infinite, and life-changing. Once you start to see other shapes take form, the vision can never be taken back (even if it is later obscured by life).
The gifts given to you, are yours to keep forever, no matter what you do next.
Now... for the rest.
Of course there is a price. The first time, I only got a few questions off. What I gained, was infinite ability to seduce whomever I so wished. I gained the knowledge of what it takes to be a real man.
The things you see, the evilness, is a representation of the folly of man, to the best of my understanding. The true intentions of all people. If you were to look exactly like what you intended to DO, then certainly, your horns and tail would be very long indeed.
Your moral and religious understanding, if you've gone so far (or are still reading and interpereting with a mind to try this some day), have probably flown out the window by now, mine did.
As much as NATURE is your MOTHER, then certainly, the all encompassing human consciousness, that is your FATHER. You may experience an overwhelming feeling of being a child of what you are witnessing, and it being your "father".
When I say father, I do not mean biologically, rather, spiritually, and mentally.
This is where stuff gets sticky. You may experience a wide array of representaitons of reality. Wires, reptillian scaling, strings intertwining and becoming detatched, electricity arching... all covering all you know.
Things will then shift, and you might feel an overwhelming sense of DREAD.
As a personal note, this is what I experienced at this point during my first encounter with this "drug"...
Bones, and dirt, were coming towards me. I had long seen a crystaline substance everywhere (and and a firm believer that it exists, like a grid that everything we know and see must conform to, to exist, especially in nature).
The bones, dirt, and various unpelasantries were accompanied by a splintering churning. Things tore through me, and what I was.
Much as if a giant wheel were spinning against another, and in between them, was caught a muck, comprised of many things that were unpleasant. Most notably, bones and dirt. I too, was caught in the wheel, and what I thought was my "soul" was being torn apart.
The entity you are facing, will do ANYTHING in its ability to get you to continue with this process for as long as possible.
What I've come to understand, is that the process, and your participation in it, is necessary for a certain part of something larger than any of us could ever hope to understand. Your energy contributes to a greater-good, even though the process is highly unpleasant.
The good news is, even though the entity is very manipulative and controlling (I literally had to leave the location and seperate from the other individual invovled the first time to get the process to stop), you CAN, if you wish, stop at any time.
Another peice of good news is, all that you learned, is now forever yours to keep. Gifts from God, literally.
Now, before I get in to the how/where/why etc. of applying the exercise elsewhere, I have to explain a few important things...
If you can view someone as your equal, and see eye to eye with them, you can control them in almost any way you'd like.
These gifts, I've only experienced, as a MALE. For a female, I cannot tell you what you will experience or what will occur. The world, when dissected, having male anatomy, is explained in such a way, I would never explain it for a female to read or hear.
If that doesn't make sense, good.
Otherwise, you know what I'm talking about, and are probably also curious as to just what exactly a female goes through when doing this exercise, and be VERY AWARE that I know and have encountered several.
APPLYING THIS EXPERIENCE ELSEWHERE:
Once you get a firm grasp, you'll begin to notice people. Some may look just like you, when you lock eyes across a room. Some may wink. Some, their eyes will just shine.
This happens when two individuals who "KNOW", recognize eachother without words.
the worst thing is, there are no words, and trying to communicate about this experience with nearly anyone you encounter, even others who know, is a mere impossibility.
Assume you find someone else who knows, and try to communicate about it, you'd assume you can begin discussing all these things and trying to figure out exactly what it is...
Before too long, one or the other individual will simply repeat
"What is going on?"
and from there, you'll have no indication that they are actually HEARING anything you say, and may find yourself aware that you are playing the other entity, even against your own conscious will.
Anyone, anywhere, you can lock eyes with, especially those that do not know, are now mere play things.
Want that really great job? Find the highest person in the company, or someone who could be repsonsible for hiring you. Lock eye contact, and then craft reality how you wish.
Want to know someone's true intentions, or if they are telling the truth? Watch their eyes.
Our eyes, as I've come to understand it, are gateways in to another dimension, through eachother.
Humans are merely ANIMALS that have been hi-jacked by a higher intelligence, beings of another dimension.
What we are, touch, smell, taste, etc. our senses, are merely a robotic system of feedback for our SPIRITS (for lack of better terminoligy) to process and act upon.
I'd be very surprised if all world leaders and people in positions of power, wealth, or fame, did not exercise this on a daily basis.
It is a very greedy thing, why would you like to share with anyone such a great power?
The reason I'm writing this, and sharing with you, is because, those who are meant to see, will. Those who are not, their destiny is merely flesh.
WHAT I'M WORKING ON NOW:
So, I've used this "secret" to get my life in to real shape. I make more money now than I ever have. I've rekindled a lost love with a childhood sweetheart who'd sworn to never speak to me again. I've had countless sexual encounters with people I thought I could never be with.
I've gotten myself out from under 15 federal charges. I've gotten out of being arrested many times, and have more and more, every day, learned how to wake up in a DREAM and call this wonderful dream my REALITY.
Of course, applying the gift, isn't even as easy as recieving it.
The price you pay, if you continue on with what "God", or whoever you'd wish to describe it wants, may very well be your soul, for all eternity. I can tell you though, that the more you experience and the closer you get to the entire death of your self, the more and more knowledge you will take back with you.
Perhaps, what you experience, is not God at all, but merely the real, and actual Devil. All the things you are shown and learned to do, are gifts of the MATERIAL world. Money, sex, power...
Even if so, knowing of such a reality beyond what we can normally see, is infinitely priceless.
Your life will forever be changed.
I've begun to work on my physical body, working out nearly four hours a day. I'm in the best shape of my life, using isometrics and bodyweight exercises. Eating right for the first time in my entire life...
Paying very close attention to what I put in to my body (I stopped many nasty drug habits I once had).
WHAT AWAITS US IN THE AFTERLIFE?
I truly do not fucking know, to be honest. Whatever it is, I'm making the most out of my life here.
You truly want good to come upon you, then you must give good to others. We are living in a reflection of our inner-selves. We reward ourselves in ways we cannot imagine, purposefully hidden by an intelligence far greater than our own.
For example, let us say that you get in a line to recieve food, and all people, are garunteed to be fed, but many people are hungry and in a rush to eat.
The person who purposefully palces themselves last in the line and lets all others go before them, becuase they have absolute control over their HUNGER and their OWN actions, they will soon be rewarded, by a completely unrelated event, a good fortune.
Manipulating CHANCE and RANDOM COINCIDENCE, is how rewards and punishments are distributed, as I've come to understand it, and those who contorl such events, are merely ourselves.
No matter what you have done in your life, someone else was there with you, observing.
You might itnerpete this other thing as God, the Devil, yourself, both, or a higher entity.
Don't be ashamed. At first, when I first learned of this, I was ashamed at all the times I had masturbated, all the insane things I had done, in what I assumed was PRIVACY.
What I've learned is that, this entity, is responsible for who you are, and perfectly accepting of whatever you do, even the greatest of atrocities, for it understands what you do, just as well as you do.
Ever heard the saying "If you were me, you would have done the same thing?"
This needs not be said to such a higher form of intelligence, it full-well knows. Do not expect to be punished for your curiosities or experimentations.
You KNOW what is RIGHT and what is WRONG. IF you continue to go on doing what you KNOW is wrong, then expect your life to continue as it is, in ruin and disarray.
All religious texts, as I've read many (including the Old Testament, the New Testament, and The Quran), are very cryptic, and merely interperetations and reiterations of what reality really is.
They are explanations and definitions for the things we cannot use words to speak, and none are truly WRONG, all have some right.
FURTHERMORE:
I believe, when looking as far as the eye can see in to the unknown, one can conquer time. Immortality becomes a question of "HOW" to obtain it, rather than "IF" it exists.
We are eternal, genetic descendants of our ancestors, who battled time and death, and WON, by placing us here today.
To become your own children, that is eternal life. To pass on not only genetic information to them, but your knowledge of reality and the universe, that is the continuation of your quest through life.
So although Father's day way yesterday, I dedicate this article to my, and your, eternal father, hidden through shadows and light, although he is with us always.
Please... comments and personal experiences and interperetations are appreciated...
Just keep in mind, it is very impossible to discuss such things, and there will be many among "us" that are forever unable to see, and blinded by the matrix of human endeavors."
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